dreaming of u again

hey afternoon.... :) here I am sitting
at my fav part of my home in the kitchen sipping away my hot coffee n puffing away
my ciggis.... it's a standard routine of mine wen I wake up... Usually wen I
wake up I would check my phone for * her * messages but than I've stop doing that 12 days ago cz I know there's nothing that I cld look forward to....hmmm my beloved sis still soundly asleep lyk a gummy bear...:) I felt guilty cz for a few nights I've been sleeping early compared to her and there she stood awake jz to watch me sleep n stoke my hair... she's very sweet... " Wa no matter wat u says about me nothing cn change my love for u.... I may not say nor show it but I hope u're able to feel it" well i'm dwn wiv fever n flu :( errrkkk it sux big tym..... Hmmm I dream't of * her * yesterday... I've been dreaming abt * her *very often lately.... hmmm maybe I miss* her* so much... Anyway it's has been a long tym since I saw * her * . I miss the smile on * her * face, miss* her * voice n* her * laughter.... miss everything about her :( She may not undastand hw I felt toward * her * maybe one fine day she will undastand.... Whatever it is my feelings will remain n nvr change........ I'm going crazy over * her *cz eveything that I do, my mind n tots are always on * her * n whenever I go I'll always bring * her * together wiv me cz I bury * her * deep dwn inside my heart.... ok my gummy is awake I've
gt to fix breakfast for her.... Ciao.... :)