Haiz... i'm going thru an emotional roller coaster ride at this moment and there's a dark cloud hanging over me. Just cldn't focus on anything else... My mind is in a swirl not even knowing what am i thinking or doing...Things are hard than i had ever imagined. Just cldn't undastand why all of this is happening????? Is this a test for me or reality is at a such that this is what is in stored for me.... Maybe that longer i stand strong the more i have to face huh....


Oh god pls do give me the strength, faith and ur guidence to me so that i cld face the darkess moment that i'm going thru rite nw... I've seems to hv lost it and i've really got no more strength to carry on... Pls don't take that away from me